莫关山

NAME: mo guan shan
SEX: male
AGE: nineteen

HEIGHT: 6"1'                     HAIR: red
WEIGHT: 155lb                  EYES: amber
SEXUALITY: pansexual

KINKLIST: here


LIKES:          family, loyalty, fast cars/motorcycles/transport,
                        money, sandwiches, e v e r y animal, cooking,
                        hands-on labor, vegetables, arcades, tattoos,
                        basketball, guitar, slippers, adrenaline, privacy,
                        loose clothes, recycling, sandwiches, structure,
                        sunflowers, waterfalls, racing, hard work, snow

DISLIKES:      dishonesty, creepy-crawlies, bravery tests,
                         vulnerability, babysitting, moochers, charity,
                         gossip, spying, disorganization, messiness,
                         authority, waste, prolonged eye contact,
                         dancing, stand-up comedy, the general idea

                         of space/infinity/black holes, birthdays
                   

 

 

carries himself as though he has a bone to pick with the world and you, yes,
you, personally. perhaps it's his resting grouch face, or the fact that he cannot
muster a ghost of a smile or relax the tension between his shoulders. even to
look at him wrong, there's a possibility he'll bite your head off. the leader of a
small-time delinquent group, he doesn't really "do" friends since he doesn't trust
anyone enough. child of a criminal, he's experienced a great deal of prejudice
at a young age, so he rejects others before they can reject him.

while known for bullying, violence is largely a last resort, more of an outcast than
a vicious thug. due to his family's poverty, he works several part-time jobs to help
his mother pay the bills and more often than not this lends to interacting with the
sordid sort. as such, academia means horse shit to him --he would much prefer
to make money and accept his lot in life. he's not likely to do much with a diploma.
the public doesn't expect much of him and frankly? neither does he -- his self-worth

is so far down the shitter that he's suspicious of any special interest shown in

him as a person. at the same time, he does little to curb being exploited so long
as he gets something out of being "used".

he openly snubs authority, a self-fulfilling habit of feeding into the label already
prescribed to him, the sins of the father, etc, etc. he loves his mother deeply and
would have traded school years ago for a full-time job were it not for her loving
encouragement. he does his best to protect her from any hardship, but there is
only so much he can feasibly do when she must work doubles and maintain her
motherly persona. he does his best to be the man of the house, yet often he feels
he comes short.

he doesn't enjoy asking for help. period. from teachers, friends, never his mother
and certainly not law enforcement should it come to that. he accepts that he's
not a member of the peoples free from dirt so any plea for aid would be met with
healthy skepticism and likely backfire. that, or it would only trouble others when
there is nothing to be done. perhaps those are all lies. at the heart of it, he dislikes
placing his weakness on display. he'd much rather take a punch than nurse a
damaged ego.

guan shan's life isn't constantly gloomy. he loves nature-- animals in particular,
from the predictable fluffy sorts to fish, reptiles, even farm animals. he does fear
cows, eh, but this is a secret; don't spread that information around. before their
legal and financial problems, the mo family owned a restaurant that specialized in
local and healthy home-style meals. he's held onto his childhood culinary skills and
enjoys experimenting in the kitchen... and may secretly watch others eat his food.
in line with this background, cleanliness and organization are important to him, so
he's somewhat anal. just keep things sanitary, and we'll have no problems.

athletic, he regularly runs recreationally, and can be lured into a basketball
game though he isn't the best addition to a team. superstitious, he doesn't enjoy
visiting haunted places or tempting fate. luck has never been on his side, so it just
seems reckless --not to mention the ideal way to humiliate himself. if possible, he
avoids placing himself in vulnerable positions where his emotions might end up
under a microscope.

speaking of: enough snooping.

fuck off